Wake up（5）

 

5

 

The campus in summer is cool and quiet, and it is a clean place away from the glitz and hustle and bustle. Here, there is only free and fresh breath without impurities. Of course, there are also chirping of cicadas and birds, as well as the freshness and enchantment of wild roses and roses. This is a rare holy place and secluded residence in the busy city. But the strong and restless desire for a job is stronger than the rich fragrance of flowers.

The attention of Nanyang students is not on the graduation ceremony held tomorrow, but on the road to job hunting tomorrow.

The campus, the mountains of books and the sea of learning are the land where many students work hard. It was a beautiful summer, and the young female college students were rushing to put on gorgeous floral dresses before the hot summer. Their youthful beauty and vigor are swaying under the sky of the campus. Summer is an amorous season. The campus is full of love and vitality. In this season, the minds of young students are like a field of green grass, inadvertently greening the entire campus.

College students have started packing their bags. The students who are about to graduate will soon leave their long-awaited university palace, reaping the success and joy of their academic career. Some people say that this is the season of parting, because every year at this time, a group of young students say goodbye to their dear teachers and friends one by one, leave school, and open up another new and strange world. Therefore, in this season, many people are always deliberately avoiding those sad Tang poetry and Song Ci, and they always drink sad beer but pretend to be proud. Several classmates gathered in the dormitory again this evening and raised their glasses. Their arrival drove away Nanyangsheng's sense of loneliness.

After drinking, it is always easy to remind people of many past events, and many details of the past events are always related to the banyan tree on campus. Those two big banyan trees are the witness of the growth of the students. There are often romantic students whispering under the banyan tree, leaving behind their pure first love and passionate youthful memories. Perhaps, the meaning of a student's first love is not only that. The understanding of life and society may take their whole life.

Passionate college students will say: The real cold window gives birth to real hope.

A romantic male college student laughed and said to a beautiful female college student: Don't fascinate me with gentle calls, don't make my heart beat with Tingting's beautiful figure, and don't torture me with affectionate eyes. We're both graduating and going our separate ways. Separation will make life easier and hope will start again.

This romantic male college student is Qin Xiling, Ph.D. in Sociology, Central Plains College of Humanities. Qin Xiling is a good friend of Nanyang Sheng.

Qin Xiling and Nanyangsheng have very different personalities. Nanyangsheng is introverted, while Qin Xiling is bold and unconstrained.

That beautiful female college student is Lin Beixue, a doctor of medicine, a girl from Northeast China. She is Qin Xiling's girlfriend.

Qin Xiling took out a few books from the bag and handed them to Nan Yangsheng: "I bought these books specially for Bei Xue. After reading these books, she fell in love with me. Ha, I have already deceived Bei Xue I got it. Bei Xue said that she has read these books N times, and her friends have read them too. Bei Xue suggested that I give these books to you as a graduation gift, and I hope you can find the girlfriend you like after graduation.”

Nan Yangsheng took the book from Qin Xiling.

Lin Beixue smiled and said: "Nanyang Sheng, these four youth novels about college life are written realistically and wonderfully. They look really good. You are a doctor of psychology, so you should understand girls' psychology. When we meet, I can see your girlfriend."

Qin Xiling said: "These four books are all related to university campus life. Although they are very old, they were first published about 20 years ago, but they don't feel outdated when reading, because the thoughts and lives of college students are in the forefront. The forefront of the times. Of course, after I went to college, I didn’t have so many wonderful stories, and I didn’t have so many love stories, but after I got to know Beixue, I can still verify the descriptions in the book many times, and sometimes I feel that there are more than nothing. and."

Lin Beixue added: "The authors of these books are also young people. Although the ability to write stories may still be a little immature, and there may be loopholes in some plots, after all, it is an era when publishing books is far less easy than it is now. These writing styles are still very good. Compared with the current books, those e-books with sweet texts don’t look good.”

Nan Yangsheng took the book and looked at the titles: "A Tsinghua Girl's Extraordinary Diary", "College Girl's Car Downstairs", "Youth with Tears", "Fudan Love". He casually flipped through a few more pages and said, "Thank you, I will read it carefully."

When the dormitory became quiet, Nanyang began to read "The Extraordinary Diary of a Tsinghua Girl". The author of this book, Yaya, recorded her postgraduate career at Tsinghua University in the form of a diary. A female graduate student who was admitted to Tsinghua University was attractive, educated, and had a Beijing native boyfriend recommended by her teacher. And she is not content with such a simple love life, she looks for new excitement outside her boyfriend, meets new men, writes about the ugly behavior of many men, and also writes about her inner world feelings and desires.

The language in the book is plain without too many explicit words, and there is no lack of humor. It records all kinds of people in first-class universities and Beijing's first-tier cities, some are dull and smart, some are old and treacherous, although the life of a graduate student is not the same as that of a doctoral student. , But Nanyang students learned about the life of first-class university students from another side.

Nan Yangsheng began to read "College Girl Downstairs Car", which is a novel that is not easy to read. Several college girls, with different temperaments, have their own pursuits, and they have made efforts and prices for them. All of them are in the circle of life of ethics and morality, interpreting modern lifestyles, colliding with the fortress of morality, and distorting social trends. ... They are the alternatives in the campus, the darlings in the society, and at the same time the epitome of the campus culture in the era of change. They are a mirror. Nanyang students can not only see themselves clearly in the mirror, but also observe the entire campus culture and social life... He read this book, as if he could grow up a few years old. It has an impact on traditions and potential dangers. notice.

Nan Yangsheng couldn't fall asleep, so he simply got up and went to the corridor outside the dormitory building, where there were benches for rest and bright street lights.

Nan Yangsheng began to read another book "Youth with Tears Flowing Down", which is a modern urban campus literature with a bit of sadness. The story describes a group of campus characters in the university. He contracted to operate the school's computer room and water bar, and he has a sense of economic superiority among the cash-strapped students. A network of people was compiled, and they fought openly and secretly with each other. Usually ignorant, but able to keep research, they dated many girlfriends, but also reaped sincere love.

There are many Sichuan dialects in the book. Judging from the story line and writing style, the author's writing skills are not inferior. But it still made Nanyang Sheng close his eyes, he seemed to think of more things that he didn't pay attention to before.

After a while, he opened his eyes and picked up another book "Fudan Love", which is a collection of short stories about love written by Fudan students who have lived or are living in Fudan Garden. Many Fudan students show the style and atmosphere of Fudan through stories, and the thoughts of Fudan people who live in it. Although the same love story may also happen in other schools, the stories shown in the novel Other things are not available in Fudan University.

In fact, the love life of students on the university campus has never stopped, and it has been staged on campus. But Nan Yangsheng seems to have no relationship with love, he has given up many opportunities, he will never be in love with each other before the flowers under the moon. He didn't have a romantic first love affair like glue, let alone a life experience of spending time and money.

In fact, there are also female college students who have just started to flirt with each other and flirt with him, but Nan Yangsheng doesn't flirt. It's not that he doesn't understand love, but that he doesn't want to fall into the pit of love. Among his classmates, there are some talented boys who have become the objects of the Lihun Girls, but they are often involved in the turbulent waves of jealousy.

Everyday vows, life and death will never change, they are all peach blossoms in flowing water.

The love of children and the lovesickness of red beans are just a dream.

There are almost no examples of love on campus that will last forever and be together for a long time. Most of the fly-by-wing couples who follow each other like shadows often go their own way, knowing how to change.

However, Nan Yangsheng is still so confident in himself. In fact, sometimes people are really helpless, and that has become the only motivation for him to cheer up. He doesn't believe in love on campus. He sees the college campus as a big stage, a stage that belongs to you. He won't play the role of wit and beauty, and he doesn't care if all the spotlights will come to him. All he has to do is try his best to play his role well, an ordinary and progressive student.

Believe in yourself, maybe you are right.