Wake up（30）

 

30

 

Maybe auspicious and happy memories can make life perfect. Pleasant memories can pin everyone's hopes, they are the light of dreams, the harbor of happiness, and the beginning of reincarnation... But Chai Jianhua is afraid of memories. The old Chinese doctor who is over 90 years old, except for the disappointment in life, can hardly recall what this society has given him, nor can he recall what he has created for this society. If it's the past and the future, don't think about it if you can't go back, looking forward to the memories you gave up and new memories. But the pain engraved in his heart was deeply buried in his entire life journey. These pains belonged not only to him personally, but also to the whole society. The social chaos of decades is still clearly visible, and it is difficult for anyone to erase it.

Chai Jianhua and his old friend He Jiafu were chatting in the yard, looking at the sky quietly, recalling the past bit by bit, and found that all the perfections in the past have gradually grown old. The good things that have passed away are just empty slogans, which can only be left as painful memories, and no one wants to go back to the past. Turning over the title pages of the desolate dictionary of lies, looking back, I feel that the slogans that were once full of life philosophy are just empty. Those who created those slogans don't want to let go. They are still creating new slogans and creating beautiful dreams. But time ruthlessly warned the two old people that the past has passed and will never come back.

However, the old Chinese doctor Chai Jianhua still couldn't get rid of those memories, and he fell into the dream of "the green spring waves under the bridge of sadness, which was once a shadow of a frightening Hong". The pulsating water is lingering" in a heartbroken state.

He said to his old friend He Jiafu, I think of the rightist I met when I was wandering. That rightist has been deeply in his memory.

That was a memory that happened during the rectification movement in 1957. Of course, He Jiafu did not forget those things and those people in those years. The years are disappearing bit by bit, which also aroused his memories of the past. Although the current situation may be better than the past, He Jiafu's mood is the same as that of Chai Jianhua: that experience may have been a fallen flower in the corner, just now. Waiting for the day to be corroded.

When Chai Jianhua and He Jiafu were wandering in their youth, they once saw a young man lying by the river. The young man covered his left eye with a black cloth, looking painful and tired.

Chai Jianhua stepped forward and asked, "Do you feel uncomfortable in your eyes?"

The young man nodded.

Chai Jianhua asked again: "I am a Chinese medicine doctor, may I help you check?"

The young man lazily opened his right eye and looked at Chai Jianhua and He Jiafu. The young man said lazily, "I don't have money to see a doctor."

Chai Jianhua smiled and said, "Young man, I don't take your money, I just do my part as a doctor."

He Jiafu also came to persuade. The young man finally sat up and slowly tore off the black cloth blindfold.

Chai Jianhua checked his eyes.

Chai Jianhua said to young people: "Generally speaking, eye aging starts from the age of 40. Presbyopia is the most common and self-conscious. Many people realize that they are getting old when they can't read clearly in books and newspapers. Cataracts, Floaters are also an aging eye disease that is relatively easy to detect. Because things are blurry when looking at things, or small mosquitoes fly around in front of your eyes. Don’t think that these two diseases are the patents of parents, grandparents. Some people Floaters or cataracts will occur after the age of 30. Diabetic retinopathy used to be more common in the elderly, but in recent years it has also tended to be younger. More and more young people aged 25-45 are suffering from diabetes without knowing it, and seek medical treatment when their vision deteriorates At that time, the retinopathy was quite serious, and some people even became blind because of it. About 50% of diabetic patients who developed diabetes before the age of 30 will develop retinopathy 10 years later."

The young man said: "I am 24 years old, so I am definitely not the kind of disease that the elderly suffer from. Diabetes is a disease of the rich. I am a poor man, and I am not blessed with this disease."

Chai Jianhua checked his eyes again, and said earnestly: "When many people feel uncomfortable in their eyes, they will think of seeing western medicine ophthalmology. In fact, the cost of western medicine is too high. But few people know that Chinese medicine can also treat ophthalmology diseases, and the effect is very good. Not bad. The history of Chinese medicine treatment of ophthalmic diseases began in the Spring and Autumn and Warring States period, and the experience is quite rich. There are also many methods of Chinese medicine treatment, including internal medicine, acupuncture, external medicine, etc., and the effect is good. Chinese medicine believes that the cause of eye diseases, in addition to external factors In addition to infection, most of them are related to the dysfunction of internal organs of the body. For example, when staying up late for a long time, lack of sleep, and affecting liver function, the eyes often turn yellow. .”

Chai Jianhua told young people: From the perspective of Chinese medicine, the eyes reflect the important parts of the internal organs of the body. The "Huang Di Nei Jing" points out that "the eyes are the essence of the internal organs", and the eyes are related to internal organs such as the liver, kidney, and spleen meridian. The qi of the viscera can pass through the meridians to the eyes. If you want to protect your eyes, you must judge which viscera is the problem. In the past, people worked at sunrise, rested at sunset, and slept at night, which is the best for the body. One or two o'clock in the middle of the night is the time for the liver to recuperate and rejuvenate. Chinese medicine says that "the liver opens up to the eyes". , At this time, it is necessary to use drugs that nourish the liver and blood, clear wind and heat, and nourish kidney yin. You can choose Xigan Powder or Mingmu Dihuang Pill, combined with acupuncture treatment, to strengthen the circulation of Qi and blood around the eyes, which can improve the dryness, pain, and oily eyes. Therefore, when Chinese medicine treats ophthalmic diseases, it usually adopts a two-pronged approach. On the one hand, it treats the local disease of the eye to treat the symptoms, and on the other hand, it targets the internal organs to treat the disorder. This kind of treatment can not only improve the condition, but also Physical fitness can be adjusted to avoid exacerbation or recurrence. In addition to using medicine and acupuncture to regulate local eye lesions and internal organ functions, it can also be used in conjunction with diet and rest health education, medicinal food and tea, and self-massage health care to improve physical fitness. Therefore, in addition to dacryocystitis, Chinese medicine can also treat or improve many eye diseases, including general myopia, floaters, dry eye, glaucoma, and early cataracts, fundus lesions, or diabetes and other medical diseases. Eye diseases, especially during the period of conservative ophthalmology treatment in western medicine or before and after surgery, can cooperate with traditional Chinese medicine to adjust the fundamental constitution, so as to accelerate the improvement of the condition.

The young man's attitude changed, and he began to listen carefully to Chai Jianhua's knowledge of traditional Chinese medicine for eye protection.

Chai Jianhua said to young people: In addition to drug treatment, acupuncture and moxibustion can also be used, which can immediately and effectively relieve the symptoms of red eyes and itchy eyes. Commonly used acupoints include Jingming, Cuanzhu, Yuyao, Sizhukong, Tongziliao, Sibai, Taiyang and other acupoints around the eyes, as well as Hegu acupoint on the hands. If you dare not acupuncture, you can massage these acupoints yourself. Achieve eye protection and eliminate eye fatigue. If you have no objection, I can help you do an acupoint massage first, which will help maintain the eye area. The acupoints for maintaining the eyes can be used for basic acupoint massage, and can be combined with individual acupoints for prevention.

The young man asked: "What is the basic acupuncture point?"

Chai Jianhua said: "The basic acupoints refer to the eye area. I can press the Jingming acupoint next to the inner corner of your eyes with my thumb, then press up the Cuanzhu acupoint on the brow, and then press the Sizhu acupoint with my index finger to extend the Tongliao acupoint, and then press down on the Cuanzhu acupoint on the brow. Press down on the Sibai point, go back to the nose and press the Jingming point on the inner corner of the eye, and press it several times. At the same time, I will also match various acupoints, pressing your Fengchi point, Hegu point, and Taichong point will help prevent Glaucoma. Pressing the Yangyang, Shenmen, and Xuehai points can help prevent macular degeneration. For cataract, pressing the large bone cavity."

While doing basic acupoint massage for young people, Chai Jianhua said: The idea of treating eye diseases in traditional Chinese medicine is different from that of Western medicine, which is related to the internal organs. Traditional Chinese medicine believes that "the essence of the internal organs and six internal organs are all focused on the eyes to make it essence." From the inside out Externally, synchronous conditioning from the medicine to the needle can see the curative effect. I don't think your eye disease is serious. If you control your energy, you will be able to see clearly.

The young man sighed, "What energy do I have? Sir, I don't know. I used to be the principal of a primary school, but now I'm a rightist. It's my clear mind that ruined my future."

Chai Jianhua was startled, glanced at He Jiafu beside him, then turned to the young man and said: "Mr. He is my comrade in arms. When we were young, we were recruited by the Kuomintang and forced to join the national army. We were injured because we beat the Japanese devils." Mr. He even lost his leg because of this. When the civil war broke out, we didn’t want the Chinese to fight the Chinese, so we fled the national army. After the founding of New China, we wanted to live a better life, but we didn’t expect the counter-revolutionary movement to come , trying to catch the secret agents left behind by the Kuomintang everywhere. We can only hide that period of history and wander around.”

He Jiafu said: "During the land reform period in 1950, when Dr. Chai and I wandered to Xiangxi, we heard that there was a landowner Lei Jixi who owned 800 mu of land and 100 mu of orchard in Simenghe Shangping, Xiangxi. , his nose was pierced with a wire, and he was dragged through the streets in a hurry. After a criticism in Simeng on September 2, 1950, more than 20 members of his family were all shot. The youngest son of the Lei family, who was only eight years old, also suffered He was shot. We were so frightened that we fled Xiangxi quickly.”

The young people sighed to Chai Jianhua and He Jiafu: People's hearts are easy to change, and human nature is fickle. Some people are trapped in the quagmire of human nature without knowing it, and it is difficult to see the truth of the matter, and they will not live a good life after all. Nietzsche said: "Man is a rope stretched between the superman and the beast."

The young man told Chai Jianhua and He Jiafu: "My original name was Xiang Qichun, and my pen name was discontent. Now Xiangfu has become my name. I am 24 years old. My family came from a small land operation. I was born as a student. I graduated from junior high school. I belong to Tianmen Township. I used to be the principal of Tianmen Primary School. I participated in the education work in 1951 and joined the League in 1954. Now I have been expelled from public office and labeled as a rightist. I am so angry that my eyes are burning and my heart is torn. The reason is that I foolishly asked The organization made a heart-to-heart exchange and handed over my own future. What else do I have besides dissatisfaction?"

Some people think that they are clear-headed, able to look far ahead, and take it as their duty to worry about the country and the people, but it is difficult to perceive the evil of human nature, and they lose their direction in life as a result.

Chai Jianhua, He Jiafu and Xiang dissatisfied had different age experiences, but they all fell into the vicious circle of life at that time.