Wake up（33）

 

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In 1957, Xiang dissatisfied with his hard work in the first few years after graduating from college and working, became the department head of the North China Geological Exploration Team directly under the central government when he was only 22 or 3 years old. At the beginning of the year, he participated in the enlarged meeting of the party committee of the brigade, and heard Mao Zedong's "Speech at the Supreme State Council" report on February 27, the central content of which was "on the correct handling of contradictions among the people." He said: These basic contents are still fresh in my memory.

Encouraged by this spirit, Xiang dissatisfied with his political studies for the next two months mobilized more than 110 staff members of his unit to put forward various opinions to the leaders according to the arrangement of his superiors to help the party organization carry out the rectification movement.

At that time, among the large geological team consisting of thousands of people, the department chaired by Xiang dissatisfaction raised the most and sharpest opinions, especially those young intellectuals who were the most active. In the process of organizing the seminar, Xiang dissatisfied took the initiative to speak frankly and boldly, and also played a certain leading role.

Just as the dissatisfaction was explained to the unit that the rectification of the party group and the suggestion to the party were at their climax, the trend of opposing bureaucracy and personality superstition was also quite prevalent in society, and some college students in Beijing went to Shanghai and other places to organize and promote activities. Unexpectedly, in late May, the "People's Daily" began to highlight and publish certain "extreme remarks" dissatisfied with the party during the Mingfang movement. Some people expressed their opposition to these remarks, and some people believed that "there is no need to make a fuss, and everyone expresses their own opinions, and there is nothing serious about it."

  On June 8, 1957, "People's Daily" published an editorial entitled "Why?" When studying politics, everyone was surprised and seemed a little nervous when they heard and read this editorial. Within a few days, the secretary of the party committee publicly conveyed Chairman Mao's report "On Correctly Handling Contradictions Among the People" at the meeting. Among them, many of the formulations are quite different from the content and spirit conveyed at the mid-March meeting of cadres above the middle level of party members. Conspiracy" and the like. Obviously, the June 8 editorial in People's Daily was an order issued by the central government to party organizations at all levels to "organize forces and counter the rampant attacks of rightists."

  Since then, the anti-rightist movement officially began. Fortunately, Xiang was dissatisfied with the restructuring of his unit, so he no longer held an administrative position, but was changed to be the technical director of the provincial geological team. The party secretary and superior leaders were tolerant of him, and he was not designated as a "rightist."

However, several relatives and friends who were dissatisfied with him and had similar personalities have all become "rightists".

One is a fellow countryman, classmate and friend, a high-achieving student in elementary and middle school. On the eve of the founding of New China, he participated in the activities led by the underground party, and then went to work in Xiangxi with the army. Minority cadres with different opinions offended the secretary of the party committee of their unit. Instead, they were slandered as provoking ethnic relations. Based on this, they were designated as "rightists" and put into farm labor reform. In the early 1960s, due to hunger, fatigue, The other was a relative who was dissatisfied with Xiang. After graduating from university in 1956, he voluntarily asked to go to the Xinjiang branch, and soon became a member of the Youth League branch of a department in a university in Urumqi. At that time, he raised two opinions, one was "Marxism-Leninism should be done in light of China's own characteristics", and the other was "Some viewpoints of Zhang Bojun and Luo Longji can be used for reference if they are objectively valuable". There is also an "extreme rightist" who supports the "Zhang and Luo alliance"; there is also a graduate of a famous domestic university in 1949 who is dissatisfied with the unit's subordinates. "Blacklist", but immediately after the founding of New China, it was confessed to the CCP organization that the anti-revolutionary movement in 1955 was verified to be true. From the very beginning, he was designated as a "rightist" by default.

Chai Jianhua and He Jiafu looked at the down-and-out Xiang dissatisfied in front of them, and could only persuade them.

Chai Jianhua said to Xiang dissatisfaction: For history, personal destiny may be hidden in a small decimal point, but for individuals, it is a 100% life. There are only two things crowds can do—adding to the cake or making it worse. You should rethink the distinction between individuals and groups.

He Jiafu sighed and said: Ordinary people have never really longed for the truth, because they don't know what the truth is. They will only receive brainwashing education, convinced that their poverty comes from the exploitation and oppression of the rich, and in the face of class struggle, anyone who can provide them with illusions can easily become their master. Whatever disillusioned them became their victim. Dissatisfaction can only be kept in my heart. In the face of power,

It is difficult for the weak to find their own home. We are all lost losers, but I believe we always have the illusion that our feelings come from within ourselves. As long as our hearts are pure, I believe God will give a fair statement.

Where there is life, there will be memories. You can't resist it, and there's nowhere to escape it. You are a person in the world, and memories are your shadow. What is worth remembering is always unforgettable, especially the pain in the past. No one will easily forget those bitterness, sadness, and helplessness.

What you can relax and savor quietly in life will definitely not be your own banknotes with the heads of leaders printed on them, but often wisps of wispy memories like wisps of green smoke. There is no pain more painful than remembering the past in misery. If one day this society betrays you, at least there are people who betray this society with you. Don’t frown when you are sad and wronged, because you should know that society is made up of groups, and individual misfortunes are often group misfortunes. When misfortune always befalls a group, the group will never be silent forever. Once the roar of the group breaks out, the society will be shaken and turned upside down. There is no need to shed tears and sing sadly for the past.