Wake up（295）

 

295

 

Accompanied by friends, Nan Yangsheng returned to his hometown from Hong Kong. He originally wanted to visit his mother and grandfather. Unexpectedly, his mother died of illness during the epidemic. His younger sister Nanliwa and younger brother Nanshanyun disappeared.

Under the guidance of his neighbors Uncle Li and his third aunt, Nan Yangsheng decided to go to the town to find his younger sister Nan Liwa.

Nan Yangsheng hurried to the town together with his friends Wanru, Cheng Yenan and Sun Aijun. After settling in a small hotel, Nan Yangsheng asked the hotel attendant Xiao Tian for Wang Wu's contact information.

Xiao Tian looked Nanyang Sheng up and down, and asked: Are you Wang Wu's friend?

Xiao Tian is in his early 20s and looks pretty. She seemed to be watching Nan Yangsheng and his companions vigilantly.

It turns out that this small hotel is a place to hide filth. Although the hotel is small, it has a small bar and KO. Some good gamblers often come here. The hotel is still a prostitution den, providing introduction services, and there is a foot bath shop on the ground floor of the hotel.

Xiao Tian picked up the registration form that Nanyang Sheng had filled out, looked at it, and then called Wang Wu: "Mr. Wu, I have some Hong Kong guests here, and they want to see you."

On the other end of the phone, Wang Wu's voice came: "Guest from Hong Kong? I don't have any friends from Hong Kong!"

Xiao Tian said: "Among the guests is Nan Yangsheng. He said he has known you since childhood and is your friend."

Wang Wu smiled, and he said to the phone: "You ask him to answer the phone."

Nan Yangsheng took Xiao Tian's mobile phone and said, "Wang Wu, do you still remember me? I am Nan Shanyun's elder brother Nan Yangsheng. I have found a job in Hong Kong now. This time I came home from Hong Kong to visit my mother, but I found I can’t reach Shanyun. The neighbor told me that I can find you in the town, and you will help me find Shanyun.”

Wang Wu said, "I'll be right over. Let Xiao Tian answer the phone."

Nan Yangsheng handed the phone to Xiao Tian, and Xiao Tian took it. Wang Wu asked her to receive Nanyangsheng and his party well.

After Xiao Tian put down his mobile phone, he took Nanyang Sheng and his party into the next reception room and made tea for them.

Nan Yangsheng said to his friends: "This Wang Wu is a good friend of his younger brother. They grew up together. Wang Wu's grandfather was a veteran cadre of the Red Army. He had participated in the Northeast Liberation War. It is said that he followed Lin Biao in the siege. Changchun. Served as a military representative during the Cultural Revolution. Later, Lin Biao defected and fell to his death. His grandfather was also implicated, saying that he was a remnant of Lin Biao’s anti-Party clique. Wang Wu’s father, Wang Xiaogang, had two older brothers. Kong Zhong was criticized and tortured to death. The second brother was arrested and died in prison during the one-strike and three-anti movement. Wang Wu's father was lucky. He also made some money by running a small business. Relying on his grandfather’s friendship in the past, he became a small civil servant in the town government. Maybe it was his own efforts, or maybe it was his father’s old relationship. The deputy mayor. Wang Wu didn't suffer much from this."

Nan Yangsheng added: "However, Wang Wu's father's family life is not happy."

Nanyangsheng said:

Probably when Wang Wu was 7 years old, his parents had conflicts and often quarreled.

Wang Wu's mother's name is An Pingchuan, from Sichuan. An Pingchuan's parents were both soldiers. It stands to reason that it is good for Wang Wu to live in such a family. But her mother heard people say that her husband Wang Xiaogang often chatted with his female secretary, so her mother resolutely chose to divorce.

When his parents divorced, Wang Wu was just in primary school. At that time, despite repeated explanations, he and that female secretary really had nothing to do, but at that time An Pingchuan's eyes could not contain a little sand, and there was only one thought in his mind, "Hurry up to divorce and start a new life."

When he first got divorced, life was not easy for Wang Xiaogang. He was alone with his child Wang Wu and had to work. Wang Wu was basically brought up by a nanny.

Wang Wu's mother, An Pingchuan, lived alone for more than half a year, and she began to feel that she should find someone else to live with. So, she registered as a member on the dating website that was still very popular at the time, and specially selected divorced men with good financial ability.

An Pingchuan thought: "If you remarry, you don't have to care too much about whether it is love or not. I am not a girl in her teens anymore, so I should be more realistic, so people with matching abilities and similar situations are the best." She compared the two on the Internet. Months later, I finally found someone who was a good match in every way.

He is about the same age as An Pingchuan, has also been divorced, and has a daughter by his side. This man is average in appearance but tall. He has his own company in Shenzhen and has a strong family background. The icing on the cake is that he is a very interesting man. At that time, An Pingchuan was still exquisite in figure and handsome in appearance.

So the two hit it off. An Pingchuan went to Shenzhen. At that time, she was very moved, and she was determined to grow old with this man forever. Because she has experienced betrayal, she feels that it is very rare to be able to find another man she likes for her second marriage.

Soon, they were married. After marriage, An Pingchuan also treated her second husband's children very well, and the girl gradually accepted this fact.

At the beginning of the second marriage, everything was just right, but after a long time, various problems emerged.

Due to the impact of the epidemic and the subsequent economic downturn, the second husband's private company closed down. He was at a loss in a strange city and couldn't find a job. It's not the husband's fault. An Pingchuan didn't dare to say too much, after all, the whole society was in such a predicament.

More than three years have passed, and An Pingchuan's second-married husband seems to have gotten used to this kind of otaku life. Before, he started to learn how to cook from TV. As time went by, his cooking skills got better and better, but he never mentioned going to work again.

An Pingchuan originally wanted to find someone to rely on, but found that he had become someone else's support. The only thing that made her feel relieved was that he was very homely, so he took care of his family. He never stayed outside for a long time, and every day he was thinking about how to make delicious food for her. .

Gradually, An Pingchuan also recognized it, and then looked at the first marriages or remarriages around him, didn't they all make do? Having been divorced once, she didn't have the courage to divorce again, and she was also afraid that she would end up like that after choosing and choosing.

In order to support this family, An Pingchuan has no way out now. An Pingchuan found a job and went to an old professor's house as a nanny. The old professor had mobility problems, and he couldn’t take care of himself. His son was a business promotion manager of a medical company. After divorce, he lived with his father. Due to his busy work and frequent business trips, he couldn’t take care of his seriously ill father. He chose An Pingchuan through a nanny agency and paid her 5,000 yuan a month.

An Pingchuan finally got a job, but her second-married man's career still hasn't improved. He tried to do business a few times, but in the end they all stopped because of lack of contacts. He was like a bird with broken wings, struggling even to flap.

The money An Pingchuan earned so hard is to support his jobless husband and his daughter. After these years of hardships, she realized very deeply that her life is so passive and how difficult it is to live.

For this reason, the second-married couple had quarreled countless times. The previous relationship had already been diluted by the years and various conflicts, and it gradually changed from talking about everything to having nothing to say. The man still cooks at home, but spends the rest of the time on the couch. An Pingchuan also became more and more angry, but he had nowhere to vent.

However, as she got older, she gradually felt that she had more than enough energy. In Shenzhen, raising a child is not an easy task. It requires not only money, but also time. Besides, this girl was not born to her. An Pingchuan couldn't accept this harsh reality in terms of ability and emotion. An Pingchuan thought over and over again, she felt that it was time to take tough measures to force her second husband to work. Fortunately, after nearly 10 years of lying at home, her second-married husband also wanted to escape in the face of an increasingly cold married life. So, after discussing with An Pingchuan, he used all his savings to buy an electric car to be a takeaway brother.

It is said that the husband and wife are separated by the river halfway, An Pingchuan has only now truly realized the deep meaning of it. After much tossing, An Pingchuan checked and found out that he transfers money to one person every month. Who is this? It was later learned that he was the daughter born to himself and his ex-wife.

From the moment he chose to remarry, An Pingchuan understood how children would cut off constant contact. So does she. Because of her own child Wang Wu, she and her ex-husband Wang Xiaogang can't stay in touch with each other forever. After remarriage, she really understood the difficulty of marriage.

Someone asked her, "Then why didn't you divorce this wimpy second-married husband?"

She said: "So what? Divorce still has a great impact on children. I still feel very guilty. I really don't want his daughter to suffer the same blow as my own son. Besides, he is still very good to his daughter anyway. No one can be perfect, just let it go. "

An Pingchuan's experience represents the situation of most remarried families: the relationship is complicated, each has his own thoughts, and he can't help regretting, but he has no courage to end it, has no mood to manage, and just wants to make do with it. A broken relationship is ruined.

Someone also said to her: Your ex-husband Wang Xiaogang has never remarried since the divorce, and the legendary female secretary has resigned long ago. She hates the rumors that she has an extramarital affair.

An Pingchuan regretted that he wronged his ex-husband, but An Pingchuan didn't have the courage to admit his mistakes to his ex-husband, let alone the idea of remarrying. But even so, in the end, she still didn't have enough strength to bear the blow that marriage brought to herself.

In these two marriages, An Pingchuan experienced sweetness, loss, struggle, and despair again. Suddenly looking back, she found that marriage is a reincarnation, but once again, she has a deeper understanding of the coldness of human nature.

After learning from the painful experience, she began to persuade those friends who would divorce when they quarreled: "It is impossible for two married people to be of the same mind. If you can save it, don't get married lightly."

When Nan Yangsheng and his friends Wanru, Cheng Yenan and Sun Aijun talked about these stories about Wang Wu's parents, everyone felt very disappointed.

At this moment, a BMW parked in front of the small hotel. Hotel attendant Xiao Tian went up to greet him. It was Wang Wu who got off the bus, and there was another girl under 20 years old. She was Wang Wu's cohabiting girlfriend Hua Runmei.

Wang Wu was very happy to see Nan Yangsheng: "Brother Yangsheng, long time no see, thank you for coming to see me."

Wang Wu and Hua Runmei invited Nan Yangsheng and his friends back to the living room of the small hotel.