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Nanyangsheng,
Wanru, Cheng Yenan, and Sun Aijun set off from Xinyang Station, and they took
the long-distance bus to Lingnan Town.
Nan
Yangsheng sat by the window, Wanru snuggled up to his shoulder and dozed off.
In sweet feelings is not necessarily love. No matter how beautiful the scenery
is, it is not necessarily the harbor where you want to anchor. Some people are
destined to wait for others, and some people are destined to be waited for.
Nan
Yangsheng walked out of the window, but he was silently thinking about his
adoptive mother He Zhonglan in his heart. Maybe there will be many such
encounters in life, but we can only choose to pass by, just like leaves, the
process of growing and falling is just a lonely cycle. Before every sincere
narrative or memory, life is a dilemma.
After
graduating from Nanyangsheng University, he only went home once, because he
couldn’t find a job, and then went to Wuhan with the recommendation and help of
his friend He Weiqun. He worked as a psychologist in a private Shizhen
Hospital. Not long after he went there, the epidemic broke out in Wuhan. Became
a volunteer in the shelter hospital. Unexpectedly, after the closure of Wuhan,
He Weiqun's mother died of illness, and his father committed suicide. He Weiqun
hated the mainland's epidemic prevention policy very much, so he planned and
mobilized Nanyang Sheng to abscond and went to Hong Kong.
Nan
Yangsheng got a job in Hong Kong, but he didn't forget his adoptive mother and
younger siblings, and he didn't forget He Jiafu, the grandfather who adopted his
mother.
Nan
Yangsheng once answered a phone call from his younger sister Nan Liwa in Hong
Kong, who told him that his mother was seriously ill. Nan Yangsheng was very
depressed, and the pain in his heart far outweighed the injuries on his body.
He didn't want to cry, even if he bit his lip, he hoped to hold it back.
Nan
Yangsheng was at a loss when he received the call.
Chai
Jianhua, an old Chinese doctor who has immigrated to Hong Kong, persuaded Nan
Yangsheng to go back to his hometown to see his mother's condition. At the same
time, he hoped that he would bring He Jiafu to Hong Kong for retirement. He
Jiafu was an old comrade-in-arms of Chai Jianhua when he was young.
Nan
Yangsheng's good friend Cheng Yenan happened to have a business in Henan, and
his job was to act as an intermediary for mainlanders to emigrate to Hong Kong.
Cheng Yenan said to Nanyangsheng: I will accompany you to visit the two old men
and your younger siblings.
So
Cheng Yenan brought his girlfriend Sun Aijun, Nan Yangsheng brought his female
alumnus Wanru, and the four young people embarked on a trip to the mainland.
The
only thing Nanyangsheng can do now is to hope to see his sick mother and
elderly grandfather He Jiafu soon.
After a
long journey, Nanyangsheng and his party finally came to Lingnan Town.
Nanyangsheng is no stranger to his hometown. He and his three companions walked
straight to the clinic of old Chinese doctor Chai Jianhua, which had already
been closed. When Chai Jianhua moved to Hong Kong, he handed over the clinic to
Nan Liwa, Nan Yangsheng's sister.
Nan
Yangsheng and his party came to this clinic, but they didn't see Nan Liwa.
At this
time, in front of the house next to the clinic, there were a few old people
sitting in front of the house chatting. The old people saw the young people in
front of them and looked at them curiously. One of the old men recognized Nan
Yangsheng, so he stood up and greeted Nan Yangsheng: "Wow, you are
Yangsheng, why did you come here suddenly today? You don't know me anymore, I
am Brother Li Tao, and I often come to Chai The doctor sees a doctor here, and
your grandfather He Jiafu and I are good friends."
Nan
Yangsheng remembered: "Uncle Li, a few friends and I just came here from
Hong Kong to visit my grandfather and mother. I don't know where my sister Nan
Liwa is?"
When
Uncle Li and the old people heard that these young people were from Hong Kong,
they all stared wide-eyed and curious.
A
middle-aged woman quickly brought two bamboo chairs and a bench, and said,
"Sit, sit. Sit down and talk."
The
middle-aged woman is called the third aunt, and the third aunt said: "Liwa
seldom lives here, and the clinic has been closed for a long time."
"What
about my mother and grandfather?" Nan Yangsheng asked.
Uncle
Li said that before the outbreak, it was one afternoon in August. Chai Jianhua,
an old Chinese doctor, was arrested and taken to the police station. Do you
know why? It was to stand up for He Jiafu, a comrade-in-arms who had his leg
broken in the bombing.
Uncle
Li said to Nan Yangsheng: Your grandfather He Jiafu dragged one leg and set up
a medicinal herb stall at that time. Because the stall was too open, the urban
management was very cruel to him, kicked the stall, fined him, and beat him.
That day, Chai Jianhua was chatting with He Jiafu. In a fit of rage, Chai
Jianhua beat up the bastard Chengguan. When the police station heard the news,
they came to arrest Chai Jianhua. He Jiafu hugged Chai Jianhua desperately to
prevent the police from taking him away. At that time, he was crying helplessly.
This is a pair of comrades-in-arms who were fearless on the battlefield. They
lived so sadly in order to survive.
Chai
Jianhua was released after being locked up for 3 hours, because a policeman
surnamed Zheng knew that Chai Jianhua was a well-known old doctor of Chinese
medicine.
Uncle
Li said that after this toss, Chai Jianhua decided to go to Hong Kong to
develop. One of his comrades in the Republic of China opened Zheng Rong
Pharmacy in Causeway Bay, Hong Kong. Someone from Hong Kong contacted me. Before
Chai Jianhua went to Hong Kong, he paid a special visit to your grandfather He
Jiafu, gave him 3,000 yuan, and told him to live a good life, and told him not
to be afraid, at worst we die again.
Nan
Yangsheng was very surprised when he heard what Uncle Li said. His grandfather
He Jiafu and old Chinese doctor Chai Jianhua never told him about these things.
Uncle
Li said that after Chai Jianhua went to Hong Kong, He Jiafu cried secretly many
times. His mood became very depressed.
Because
of poverty, He Jiafu lost another leg and was unable to marry a wife in his
life. When Chai Jianhua was there, Neizi picked some Chinese herbal medicines
and sold them at a stall. When Chai Jianhua went to Hong Kong, he set up a
fruit stand and lived a difficult life. I often bought his fruit, and I always
lied to him at that time: I want to buy a lot of fruit to send to customers, so
I will buy all his fruit. He smiled happily. Seeing him smile makes me feel at
ease.
At this
time, the third aunt interjected: Later, when the epidemic broke out, the
clinic left by Chai Jianhua was closed, and Nan Liwa could no longer operate
it, so she went to work in the city. In order to make a living, your
grandfather He Jiafu went to the town to set up a stall to sell fruit. Is it
easy for an old man in his 90s to earn money by setting up a stall? So your
younger brother Nanshan Yun often accompanied the old man to the town.
The
third aunt said again: Your mother kept coughing, and it was said that she had
positive symptoms, and she was sent to the shelter hospital. There was no
treatment at all, and she died there. At that time she was very old and looked
like a 70-year-old lady. I usually have been silently concerned about her. But
she entered the shelter hospital, and we couldn't see each other again. Your
mother left suddenly, and everyone in the village knew about it. The relic she
left behind is actually the military medal issued by your grandfather He Jiafu
during the War of Resistance Against Japan. There is also a letter written to
Chai Jianhua among the relics. Only then did the villagers know that your
grandfather He Jiafu and the old Chinese doctor Chai Jianhua were
comrades-in-arms. They are brothers whose blood is thicker than water. How much
can modern young people know about this kind of "life and death
love"?
Uncle
Li said that although people in the village knew about these things, no one
discriminated against your grandfather. On the contrary, more people will
sympathize with and help your grandpa.
The
third aunt interrupted and said: After your mother passed away, we didn’t close
the city here. Your brother Nanshan Yun pushed a small wooden cart and
accompanied your grandfather to the town to sell some fruits. After arriving in
the town, your brother went to the toilet. up. At this time, a group of urban
management came up and forcibly overturned the wooden cart, and the fruits on
the cart were scattered all over the ground. It is useless for He Jiafu to ask
for help. Suddenly, the vice-captain of urban management said: "I know
this bad old man. His daughter recently became positive and died in the shelter
hospital. I think I sent this bad old man to the shelter for a nucleic acid
test. We can't let him infect us with the disease."
After
the vice-captain of urban management finished speaking, several urban
management came up and started to attack He Jiafu, trying to take him to the
shelter hospital. At this time, Nan Shanyun just came back after untying his
hands. After seeing this scene, he immediately clashed with the urban management.
The urban management wanted to scuffle him. Push the wooden frame truck to the
front of the urban management, and the wooden frame truck is like a rolling
wheel entering the urban management and crushing it. The city manager was
frightened. Nan Shanyun helped He Jiafu who had fallen to the ground.
Nan
Shanyun carried He Jiafu all the way home. Within a few days, He Jiafu died.
You left, with all my love, just a word to break up. I held back tears and
looked at your back, really wanted to hug you one last time, really wanted to
say "I love you" to you once again. Nan Shanyun finally sank into
endless sadness.
After
Nan Shanyun and Nan Liwa hadtily buried their grandfather He Jiafu, they
disappeared.
Nan
Yangsheng was very sad when he heard the news.
Uncle
Li hesitated for a while and told Nan Yangsheng that not long after this
happened, he heard that the vice-captain of urban management had been killed.
Then, Nanshan Cloud disappeared. It was rumored that the vice-captain was
killed by Nan Shanyun. But I don't believe it.
The
third aunt added: I heard that Nan Liwa is still in the town, and someone has
seen her. I suggest you go to town and ask, and you may be able to find her.
At this
time, Cheng Yenan said to Nanyangsheng and Wanru that the third aunt was right,
we might as well stay in the town for a few days and find Nanliwa.
Uncle
Li said to Nan Yangsheng: When you arrive in the town, you can look for Wang Wu
first. Wang Wu is a good friend of Nanshan Yun. He is very famous in the town.
If you ask, someone will tell you his address.
After
Nanyang thanked Uncle Li and the third aunt, the group of four walked towards
the town along the path. Along the way, Nanyangsheng was very sad. When the
last note of life sounded and the miss was forced to end, no matter how
beautiful the memory is, it must be written to end the pain. However, this does
not herald an end, but rather a continuation of another sorrow.
Group psychological exploration novel (Shenyang)
回复删除Today is like a crow gathering, and tomorrow will disappear like a beast. This is the case for hooligans, politicians, and ignorance people. Today, you can mix together, and will run counter to the benefit tomorrow. I explore the novels of group psychology, hoping that more people in the world can wake up from nightmares.