Wake up（387）

 

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Wanru drove towards Queen Mary Hospital. Wanru originally took Nanyang Sheng to enjoy the night view of Victoria Harbour. But Nan Yangsheng suddenly received a phone call from Pan Guangfu: Chai Jianhua was being rescued at Queen Mary Hospital.

After Nan Yangsheng heard the news, his heart was very heavy. Chai Jianhua was the best old comrade in arms of his grandfather He Jiafu during his lifetime.

"In the quiet years, enjoy every day and be happy every day!" This is a saying often said by old Chinese medicine practitioners Chai Jianhua and He Jiafu. Now, Chai Jianhua is critically ill, and Nanyang Sheng is very anxious.

Chai Jianhua once hid his thoughts in his heart for decades, and said to Nan Yangsheng: "I know that I don't have much time left. I want to tell you something I know. Maybe you also know that you are not your current one. Mother He Zhonglan was born, in fact, the three of you, brothers and sisters, are not born to her, and your mother is also the adopted daughter of your grandfather He Jiafu."

Chai Jianhua once told the story about He Jiafu, his adopted daughter He Zhonglan and the three brothers and sisters of Nanyangsheng. It turned out that the three brothers and sisters born in Nanyang were all nephews and nieces adopted by He Jiafu's adopted daughter.

He Jiafu has never been married because of missing a leg. Later, he adopted a baby girl who was abandoned in the paddy field, named He Zhongmiao. When He Zhongmiao grew up, he married Nan Lutong from the same village. He Zhongmiao and Nanlu Tongsheng had a baby boy, who was Nanyangsheng. Nan Lutong is a migrant worker who has been away from home. He Zhongmiao stayed at home and took his baby boy Nanyangsheng to live upstairs with his sister Alan. One day, Nan Yangsheng cried all night. The next day Alan couldn't help asking: "What's wrong with the child?" He Zhongmiao said hesitantly: "I don't have money to buy milk powder and diapers, and the child is hungry and uncomfortable. My husband forced me to go out to work together. I don't know why. Just do it."

Alan immediately decided to take care of the baby boy and send her younger sister to find a job elsewhere. That was in 1996. After He Zhongmiao gave his younger sister Alan several times of raising money, he couldn't get in touch.

It turned out that Tanaka Mae had suffered from depression for a long time. She was depressed most of the time every day for more than two consecutive weeks, and lost her sense of joy or interest in life. Tanaka has become hopeless about the future, has disturbed sleep, and feels particularly tired or lacks energy. Tanaka Miao's emotional changes made her often have physical symptoms of pain, fatigue, and weakness. Tanaka Miao finally chose to commit suicide in despair. Shortly after Tanaka Miao's death, Nan Lutong died on the construction site due to an accident while working in other places.

Nanyangsheng, born to He Zhongmiao and Nan Lutong, suddenly became an orphan.

So Alan said to He Jiafu: I wanted to adopt this baby boy, but my family's financial situation is not good, especially my husband firmly disagreed with the adoption, and asked me to send the baby to the police station. I refuse to do so. Alan shed tears while talking, and kept repeating what her sister said to the baby boy at that time: "Don't hate mom, mom loves you, and mom has no choice but to do so."

Nanyangsheng said to Wanru: When I was 5 months old, I was abandoned and raised in Alan's house. Alan's husband resolutely disagreed with my adoption because the family was in a difficult situation. But Alan adopted me as a baby boy, and there was a lot of quarreling between the two of them.

Alan met He Jiafu once. So I tried my best to persuade He Jiafu to adopt my baby boy, and promised He Jiafu that she would come to help take care of the child often.

He Jiafu is a disabled person with missing legs. After losing his adopted daughter He Zhongmiao and son-in-law Nan Lutong, he is very lonely. He Jiafu was getting older at that time, and adopting a helpless child was not only a good deed, but also added some fun to life. In this way, I came to He Jiafu when I was nearly one year old. He Jiafu loved me very much, and he gave me my current name.

Nan Yangsheng said to Wanru: At that time, I never knew that I was He Jiafu's adopted nephew, and He Jiafu never told me about his life experience. About two years later, Alan came to He Jiafu again crying: "Mr. He, my husband was beaten to death by a group of hooligans, and now I am a helpless widow. I hope you can take me in as your goddaughter. I can take care of you, and the young Nan Yangsheng, and I can be his adoptive mother."

He Jiafu agreed. Alan said to the old man again: "Don't call me Alan in the future, just call me He Zhongmiao. In this way, you will feel that your daughter is still alive and is always with you."

"He Zhongmiao, He Zhongmiao. She was abandoned by the rice field, so I named her this. You are her younger sister, so let's call him He Zhonglan. You are a pair of life and death sisters."

Nan Yangsheng said: Later, Chai Jianhua, an old Chinese doctor, told me that your biological mother is He Zhongmiao, and your adoptive mother is actually He Zhonglan. He Zhonglan is also your aunt. She has been in her care since you were born.

Chai Jianhua also told the adoption story of Nan Liwa, Nan Yangsheng's younger sister. Like Nan Yangsheng, Nan Liwa doesn't know who her biological father and mother are. She only knew that her mother was He Zhonglan, and He Zhonglan's father was He Jiafu. She has never seen her father since she was a child.

It was January 22, 1998. He Zhonglan found an abandoned baby by the cowshed near her home. The abandoned baby was placed in a shopping bag, and the umbilical cord on the belly button had not fallen off. It was judged that it was only a few days after birth. There was a birthmark on the thigh, and the whole body was purple from the cold. He Zhonglan took the abandoned baby home, and the abandoned baby was a girl. He Zhonglan ran all over the village, but no one knew who abandoned the girl. But the local patriarchy is patriarchal. Obviously, her parents don't want a girl in the family. Maybe the girl has several older sisters. The kind-hearted He Jiafu agreed with He Zhonglan's idea, adopted the baby girl, and named her Nanliwa. Nanliwa is Nanyangsheng's younger sister, 2 years younger than Nanyangsheng.

One day, old Chinese doctor Chai Jianhua came to He Jiafu with a little boy, and whispered to He Jiafu and He Zhonglan: "His grandma has left and died two hours ago. I have asked my friend to arrange the funeral. What will happen to this child in the future?" What? I'm going to Hong Kong next week, so I can't take care of him."

He Zhonglan said to He Jiafu: "The little boy's parents have gone to heaven, and the little boy has been taken care of by his grandma. His grandma suffered from cataracts and often went to Chai Lao to see a doctor. So I often went to visit their grandparents. My grandson. The little boy is very close to me and always calls me mom, and I like him a lot. He is 3 years old now."

When the little boy saw He Zhonglan, he tightened her hand. The little boy was not afraid of life, he stared at Nan Yangsheng with his big eyes, and Nan Yangsheng walked to the little boy.

He Zhonglan said to He Jiafu: "It is God's will. This little boy came into our lives. For us, this is the best blessing from God and God's trust in us. This child is my youngest son. I think Yang Sheng and Li Wa will not bully him."

Chai Jianhua nodded reassuringly, and took out 5,000 yuan from his pocket to He Jiafu: "You keep this money. You have to take care of three children. It is not easy. You can adopt this child, of course not because you want to use him to make a name for yourself." , I am not here to show any love, I just hope that he can live the life of a normal child like a normal child, and not live under the shadow of adoption."

In this way, He Jiafu and He Zhonglan adopted the child, and He Jiafu named the little boy Nanshanyun. I hope that when the child grows up, no matter how the clouds and wind roar, he can stand like a mountain.

Nan Yangsheng recalled: I have been taking care of my younger sister and younger brother ever since. I became their guardian.

Chai Jianhua truthfully told Nan Yangsheng the adoption stories of the three children, and he finally let go of those words that were suppressed in his heart.

In 2018, Nan Yangsheng was studying at the Central Plains College of Humanities, and his younger brother Nan Shanyun was 18 years old. After graduating from high school, Nan Shanyun failed to enter university and stayed at home. But he often gathers with some alumni to talk about social news stories.

Wanru's car has arrived at Mary Hospital.

Wanru and Nanyangsheng saw Pan Guangfu standing at the gate of the hospital.

Pan Guangfu said: "Chai Jianhua has already left, and his wife Han Erniang has also left."

Wanru and Nanyangsheng were very surprised and didn't know what happened.

Pan Guangfu said painfully: "Chai Jianhua suffers from many diseases, and at the age of 96, he died of normal old age. But Han Erniang didn't want him to go to heaven alone, so she took a lot of sleeping pills that had been prepared long ago. There was an unknown poisonous traditional Chinese medicine, holding Chai Lao's hand all the time, and passed away quietly like this."

At this time, a young guy walked up to Nanyangsheng and Wanru. It turned out that this was Nanshan Yun's good friend Zhang San.

Zhang San told them: "The bodies of Chai Jianhua and Han Erniang have been sent to the funeral home. Pan Guangfu and I have been waiting for you here. Let's go, let's sit in a small restaurant nearby. Long time no see, let's chat casually."

Pan Guangfu, Zhang San, Wanru and Nanyangsheng drove to nearby restaurants respectively.

Nan Yangsheng said to Wanru in the car: Zhang San, also known as San Pang, is an alumnus of the same age as my younger brother Nan Yunshan, and his older sister immigrated to Canada. His mother was a water conservancy expert who was once labeled as a rightist. After retirement, she lived in Portland, USA, and lived with Zhang San's brother. She is a Christian. Zhang San's father was the general manager of a commercial company and was beaten to death as a counter-revolutionary during the Cultural Revolution. Zhang San's grandfather was also labeled as a counter-revolutionary during the Cultural Revolution, and was persecuted to death during the investigation of the May 1st Movement. Zhang San was born in 1996. Because his grandparents disagreed with his daughter sending all the children abroad, Zhang San stayed in China and was raised by his grandparents. In order to keep in touch with his mother and older brothers and sisters, Zhang San downloaded the 1.1.1.1 circumvention software, so he can always get overseas information. Zhang San's grandfather used to work in a foreign company and knew English, French and Spanish. His mother learned to speak fluent English from an early age. Zhang San's foreign language is also good, he can get a lot of overseas information through information outside the wall.

Pan Guangfu, Zhang San, Wanru, and Nan Yangsheng drove to an unknown small restaurant nearby.

After sitting down, Zhang San said to Nan Yangsheng: I came to Hong Kong with Mr. Pan Guangfu this time. My grandparents have passed away. This time, I am transiting through Hong Kong and preparing to immigrate to Portland.

Zhang San said to Nan Yangsheng: Originally, he planned to fly directly to the United States. Later, he heard from Pan Guangfu that you were in Hong Kong, so he came here specially to visit you. Because, I have something to tell you.

Zhang San said: Nanshanyun, Li Si, Wang Wu, four young people of the same age and I set up a Three Z Association in private in order to retaliate against the injustice of the society. Responsible for collecting information, Wang Wu is responsible for eliminating demons. At that time, our goal was to teach the city management a lesson. There are many small videos of urban management's violent law enforcement spreading on the Internet, which makes people furious. The urban management has always been vicious and has been known by netizens from all over the world. They confiscated goods from street vendors, beat the elderly and children, and demolished billboards. Nan Shanyun said that his grandfather was often bullied by urban management. Later, affected by the epidemic, the closure of the city made it impossible for us to get together. The urban management put on white coats and became white-clothed policemen.

Zhang San's grandmother is a Christian and believes in God. After the reform and opening up, Zhang San often went to the Covenant Church with his grandmother to pray.

In recent years, the local police have become a regular audience of the Covenant Church. In addition to the Sunday service, the church also holds many activities during the week. Most members cannot guarantee that none of them will attend, but the attendance rate of the police is very high. Occasionally I was absent once, and I was forced to ask the church for recordings and videos of the event. Later, the church even specially prepared a place to house the police. Because the government is worried that the same police officers will be brainwashed after listening to the church for a long time, the police officers who come to the church are different every week. Slapping the score next to it seriously affected the order of the scene. When a co-worker reminds them to sit down, they will hold up their law enforcement badges and say that they are completing the task. After the large-scale illegal suppression of the church in December 2018, Zhang San's grandmother was already on the "must watch" list. The police used their mobile phones to locate and openly took Zhang San's grandmother away on the street. That day, as soon as Zhang San and his grandmother came out of the store, they saw a big man with a short cut and black clothes staring at them. The grandmother was so scared that she wanted to leave quickly, worried that she would be beaten by the gangsters, so she dragged Zhang San to the street lively road. Unexpectedly, a police car screeched to a stop in front of them, and a black car behind them blocked their retreat. Two police officers and several big men in black got out of the car and surrounded Zhang San and his grandmother on the street. After the police asked her grandma's name, she was told that she had to go to the police station without any summons procedures, nor did she tell her where to take her or when she would go home. The policeman in charge of controlling grandma is more like a bully. At any time, as long as he has a whim, he makes a phone call and asks grandma to go to the police station immediately to make a statement, or accept their "brainwashing". The worst time was when the police took Zhang San's grandmother into the police station. Instead of arranging a policewoman to search her, the evil police directly took away her hat, reading glasses and mobile phone. And beat her together with the police who took the notes.

Zhang San said to Nan Yangsheng: Compared with urban management, the police are more hateful. When I was about to retaliate against the police, the vicious policeman who beat my grandmother was suddenly attacked and maimed. The police suspected that I did it, and detained me for 18 days. Because there was no evidence, they released me again. After I left the detention center, I learned from Li Si and Wang Wu that it was Nan Shanyun who acted alone in order to vent my anger on me.

Nan Shanyun disappeared. In fact, he fled to Hong Kong with the help of Li Si and Wang Wu. When Nan Shanyun was in Hong Kong, he participated in the anti-extradition movement. Now go to the Philippines.

Zhang San said to Nan Yangsheng: Li Si and Wang Wu will keep in touch with Nan Shanyun. I'm telling you this to reassure you that he's fine.

At this time, Pan Guangfu said: "Zhang San has told your sister Nan Liwa about Nan Shanyun. In order to ensure her safety, after persuasion, she also agreed to move overseas, but she will come to Hong Kong first."

Pan Guangfu said: You are no longer children. Must learn to think independently. The big fist is the boss! What hope can this society give us? You must be determined to work hard for freedom, justice and truth.

Why do people live? In the long journey of life from birth to the present, one should understand a truth: when a person suffers, it is easy to complain and complain, and the more difficult the suffering, the more complaints and resentment will be generated in the heart. However, these complaints, resentments, and all kinds of dissatisfaction with life will not only make your life better, but will make you eat your own fruit and push you further into a worse situation. This is my life experience for nearly 70 years. I believe that no matter what situation we are in in life, we should never forget to be thankful and grateful. Express gratitude not only to those around you, but also to society and nature. It is very important to have such a beautiful heart. As long as you have a crystal clear and beautiful heart in your life journey, your life will have a bright future. I firmly believe in this.

How is life formed? What will your future life journey look like? For these issues, whether we are aware of them or not at all, our paths in life will be completely different.

Zhang San, Wanru and Nanyangsheng were all lost in thought. The future society belongs to the younger generation. When the young people wake up, this era will also undergo drastic changes. Democracy will be the theme of the new era.